Sunday, July 3, 2011

Off the Juice!

So if you haven't heard I am going off the juice. This last treatment really bowled me over, it's just not worth it for all the pain and side effects. I'm just tired. Vision is bad, left ear is completely deaf, can't walk alone even with my walker. can't makemy own food, shower myself, go to the bathroom by myself, so I want to be done with everything. I have no desire to just live almost without meaning. I'll take prayers for comfort and pain free and something to do.

5 comments:

Terry & Diane Bushman said...

Tyler,

We are saddened to hear from your Mom and others that your condition is getting worse. We love you and are praying for the pain to stop and for you to be happy. You're a great guy and we admire you and all that you've accomplished and will accomplish. Know that you are in our hearts and prayers.
Love, Uncle Terry and Aunt Diane

Todd said...

Hi Tyler,
Pain wears you out and on top of that you have had to deal with all the effects of the chemo. We are very sorry you have had to suffer so much. We are amazed at how much you have been able to handle and how much courage you have. You are absolutely an example for us. We pray for you to have peace and comfort.
Todd and I were talking about you the other day and he was telling me some of his memories from reunions. We were also reminiscing about Indianapolis and the good old pest control days. That summer was definintely more fun with you there. We love you.
love,
Crystal and Todd

Hilary said...

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. We're all thinking and praying for you to be comforted.

Marc said...

Puls, after Manny went off the Juice, he was caught with a female fertility medication. I'm not sure what we can learn from this other than stay away from fertility medication. And Manny.

Sandy Snyders said...

Hi Good Lookin' I found you here. Everyone is concerned for you at CC. We are sending you prayers and hugs.
You have been a lamp in the darkness for Tony and me. You have left a big mark on my heart that makes me feel close to you even though we have never met.
I hope you feel better for a bit off the meds. I pray for peace comfort and pain free for you. Write if you wish - when you have the energy- I will answer.
Love and comfort
Sandy